Sunday, January 03, 2010

Today I truly encountered how deadly satan can do the job of destroying and preventing a person from accepting Christ.

I feel like I haven't really put this into God's hands and entrust that everything is in His plans and I shouldn't interfere but just pray. I shouldn't rush things. Yes indeed a tree needs time to grow and needs to be watered daily. how come I am taking things in control by myself again? This is what I've learnt today.

Next, so is there a misunderstanding or what? Actually me myself is still abit lost cause I don't see the reason why he never accept. Cause he reads the bible everyday and pray to God, he thinks that he is a christian already. So my initial instinct is he will definitely accept... then.. when i knew what is it... i also abit stunned.. >.< he confused baptising and accepting christ. >.<"

Early in the morning, i've prayed for the smoothe San fu and happened that in the same morning when his mum and dad drive him to church, many things affect him. He asked his mum n told her that he wants to be a christian, her mum told him what happen if i pass away and being the eldest son, no one can sent her her last journey.. and his relationship with his family is very close especially his mum, so he was like soooo upset to hear his mum saying this.. n his mum ended the conversation with you can go church but cannot baptise. He was so desvasted the whole day and he never even voiced out. -.-"

So he thought accepting through san fu is equal to baptise already -.-""" so he says he has concerns regarding his mum thus he says he accept but cannot baptise. -.-""" Accepting is not baptism laZ! I almost fainted! >.<"""

Anyway I am lost loh.. Only God knows his true answer in his heart. I am feeling very complicated n complex. So what now?

9:44 PM

-Jing Juan-