Monday, June 01, 2009

I'm on 6 days MC, today is only my second day off from lab, me mentor start asking if I will be back tml. I seriously feel like taking another day off from work, I miss slacking at home after exams. However, i can't as I have plenty of reactions to do and if i continue to take MC plus my 2 days church camp, i think i can't complete by 11th July.

I feel terrible and miserable!!! I am super hungry and I can't take solid food!!! Since friday, my meals are all porriage, bread, mien xian.... with no meat, no egg, no prawn..basically nothing la, just that portion of carbohydrate or starch. Haiz. When will my wound heal? I got this feeling that it's still bleeding lo, i think i'm lacking in vitamin K cause it took so long for my blood to clot. I want to eat good food when my wound recover.

Okay back to the wisdom tooth operation... I was so traumatised that i can't sleep well on thursday. I was hoping that i don't have to extract that tooth but apprently no. On my journey there, i was super nervous, this is worst then going to take my exams. Once i alighted at the station, the first thing i was going to do was to go toilet LS. Yes! I super gan chiong till i really wanted to LS la. After clearing whatever i had to clear, i stepped into the clinic and waited. I can hear all those drilling sound and that make me very uncomfortable. Once inside, the dentist was very nice, i think he could tell that i was super nervous, so he began a small conversation with me about wisdom tooth then proceeded with x-ray. The dentist showed me the x-ray of my tooth, it was really slanted and it has no space to continue growing due to my limited jaw space. He explained that if this continue i will experience pain which i already experienced and tooth decay, so he asked if i will want to remove it. And since i already took off and my aim was to remove it, so i said ok. And without any preparation, he begain asking his nurse to prepare local anesthesia. So i was like @.@"" i need some 心里准备 la...ok no time for 心里准备 that's it...

Hmm... the whole process should be quite disgusting if it is all taped. Cause i think my whole mouth was filled with my blood stains. I dare not visualise the while process, it's kind of scary. But there is really no pain. Just pressure, and the drilling sound, there's alot of drilling. I was hoping to see my tooth after the surgery was over but well, before i can say anything, my tooth was gone. And come to think of it, i should actually keep a small piece of it though it may look disgusting. Terrible experience, i seriously dislike dentist and doctors because they can slice human body without feeling disgusted. Yucks. I prayed that i do not have to go through the process again. The other wisdom tooth of mine, please don't grow!!!

4:35 PM

-Jing Juan-