Wednesday, December 31, 2008

2009 is coming in just 1 day! I don't think I met my resolutions. So should I ever make any this coming year?

Anyway, I suppose it's a good year to get married cause I just saw on my poly friend's msn nick " 我要结婚了" so I had a chat with her. I've been hearing form Net that she's marrying this china guy but i didn't know it's so fast. She's getting married next month and she's the same age as me. I asked why so young she wanted to settle down, she said cause her bf is not longer young and wants to settle down. That's like so young loh but I can understand la cause her bf quite old le. But it's abit hard to believe lah, imagine me getting married at my age now, don't dare to think, it's so young. There are still many more things I've yet done and settling down is like a committment and responsibility. You have to take care of a family and not just yourself, omg it's scary. Of course i want to settle down but I think 22 is just too young. In my perception, it's just not the right phase and timing.

I know this friend in a christian camp back in poly and she is a very committed christian. She's passionate in her servings in church and her biblical knowledge is very strong too. So i asked if her bf is a christian but she said not yet. I was quite shock. I remembered she mention will definitely find someone in church serving with her but well....she said he's a free thinker and needs sometime to convert. Hmm.... so i just told her I'm sure you know what is God's will for you. But she replied God's will is different for different people then i know haiz.. she's just so far away from God. Haiz, i pray hard that i wont be like her.

I also have another friend who is also the same age as me who is also getting married this year. Her bf is not a christian too. Haiz. I realise most girls fall into it easily. I'll always rem what is the thing that make God smile.

1:06 AM

-Jing Juan-