Friday, November 21, 2008

Yea! Shiken Owarimasu! Finally, I haven't been sleeping very well for the past don't know how many weeks. Finally can have good night sleep till I wake up automatically tml. Haiz stressful exams. Tai hen desu. REally have alot of things to do now, play and enjoy to the max, so deprived of entertainment.

Finally cleared all my AHSS modules, i really dislike humaninity modules, really not built for it. I can't express well enough and striaght to the point loh. Had my sociology paper today, I totally don't know how to comprehen what the passage is talking about. Zzz but well manage to write something but actually i don't know what i'm writing, =X. But whell at least i cleared all not going to take such modules anymore. Left one more business module and I'll cleared all electives. The rest of the UE i have i'm using it for summer research and oversea exchange program.

I never also want to take papers that have their exam dates so close together. This sem, i cleared three papers in two days. And it's Econs night paper, organic morning paper then jap night paper same day as organic. It's super tiring lah, econs and organic chem are like so content heavy. Zzz once is enough. But they are all over.

Okay I wonder if i'm too stress or too sotong! I almost my pencil case yesterday. I came out of my exam hall realise that my bag was gone so i search everywhere for it then it was so pack lah, the corridor so crowded and it was actually my freiend who took my bag, she said my bag was blocking people's way, so quickly i dump all my thing inside my bag without realising i dropped my pencil case.@.@ By the time i realised it, i was already at home. So.....first reaction was to call my uncl, beg him to go to my exam hall and see if he can find it. But he wasn't free so i ask one of my fren who stayed in hall and she was so kind that she went all the way back to the exam hall to look for it and she found it! Damn lucky lah otherwise i gota waste $ again, i just stock up my pencil case with all new pens and pencil and correction tape and eraser loh they are all brand new! Then today after exams i went dinner @ jp with my friends, and i left my water bottle at the Ramen shop! Gosh this time i really forget to bring back! ArgH why am i so blur nowadays!

Yea, happy, i'm going to plan lot's of things to do this holiday! No more trekking for me bcause of my leg hopefully it will heal by next may so i can trek again. But i still have do kayak! Sports sports sports! Can't wait! Grinz!

12:16 AM

-Jing Juan-

Saturday, November 15, 2008

Attended one of my distant cousin wedding today. This is my first time attending other people's church wedding. It's at Wesley Methodist Church, a rather old church but still had its building quite nicely maintained. Well...... of all the church wedding of my church members that I've attended, this particular one had the shortest ceremony. The whole wedding ceremony lasted for only 30 - 45 minutes. It's like...i feel abit bored inside.

The worship had only 2 english songs and it's sang by one lady only. If I'm the lady I sure feel very paiseh, haha cause i think only a few of their church members sing and the rest just simply stood there. Well I'm a christian and I sing english hymms as well as long as there's lyrics provided but the whole place is like so quiet, I don even feel like opening my mouth too.

Followed by the Scripture reading the usual verses we always see in wedding - 1 Corinthians 13:4-8 - Love is patient, love is kind........... And it is really scripture only, the exhortation is so short also and I don't really get back any msg form what the pastor said. =X I was like expecting something more.... Then it's solemnisation. It ended with a closing song - The way you look at me.

A simple wedding I would say...maybe because most of the family members from the male side are not christian and I heard the groom is not christian as well, hmmm..... From the aspect of the many people they seem to be the really pecfect marriage that many would desire including me. They are together for 2743 days as printed on the invitation card so i went to calculate and found out that it's ~8yrs. My distant cousin is only like 25 or 26 yrs old so means they know each other in JC days and they're fromone of the top Jc i cant remember where. Well, people from top jc, anyone should know their future will be bright - obtaining jobs with super good prospect and they are, she is from business he is from medicine. Yes medicine! And the groom is quite good looking somemore and he's from a rich family too. Envy* There are very few people in this generation that can stay in a relationship since JC, tru army days, uni days and get married. Quite feel happy for her lah but also abit "xian mu". But...the groom is not a christian so it's abit hmm...no words to discribe but if it's me I'll choose to forgo those things that the groom has and rather he's a christian. But if he became a christian then i wouldn't mind lah, haha.

Actually I hate to attend all this events where many family members, relatives will come together and chit chat. Then they will say "wah this is jj ah, grown up already, so mei now ah. Then l'll smile loh, nothing but smile. Then they will say" you mei you nan peng you ah. -.- So i'll say "hee mei you lei" Then they will say" gan kuai zao yi ge" Then i'll just smile and let my grandma do all those entertaining! ---.-" Like as if the person will drop from the sky loh, you think so easy to find meh. -.-"


It is only when I see you in my eyes

11:17 PM

-Jing Juan-

Wednesday, November 05, 2008

1:51 PM

-Jing Juan-