Thursday, July 27, 2006
Why should i be angry?
Just hang the call from kj....after listening to him i asked myself " why must i be angry"? Perhaps there's 1000000 people right now who are feeling sad...why don't you be the 1 of them that's happy. Learn to let go? Angry and sad because of a tiny thing. Be it happy life still goes on..sad life still goes on...why not be happy and live your life. Anyway he said alot of things, didn't know he can console people de...at least got somebody to listen to me. I didn't know he's unwell or else wont go bug him. I wonder how he got lungs infection during field? Aiyo.... goodness.... hope he's alright after tml's checkup... no wonder the things he said just now like as if he's going to be gone soon. Pls don't hor...if not nobody to be the entertainer in our click le.
Sometimes must really step out to see the problem. There's plenty of things outside which needs to be concern about and not just trivial things. Aiyo please come out...don't stay in the circle le....
Anyway..thankz to kj...n of cos fang.
11:21 PM
Super angry loh!!!!!
So sorry different people has different definition of trust. It's not everybody will have the same definition as u think and i don't think that way. Trust is when you are accountable to each other, clarify the doubts in between. And not... oh i say this and you just listen can already. Come on that's not trust that commanding, the other party don't have a right to say.
So I don't know what's trust. Then what's self-respect? According to dictionary Self-respect means "Respect for one's self; regard for one's character; laudable self-esteem" At least i know what is it but
somebody don't know. Basic politeness!!!! Practise some.
10:47 PM
-Jing Juan-
Friday, July 14, 2006
Ha~ Celebrated my friend's 20th birthday yesterday at our school FC there......so paiseh...cos there's too many people looking at us......
We're so sorry to her loh cos we almost forget her birthday..haiz..we always so mei liang xin..bish myself.....so that was actually belated.....we bought her a coffee cake to compensate....Though its only a small celebration i think she appreciated it alot..... it doesn't need alot of things to make one person happy...sometimes i think even if its only a small celebration as long as your friends really cherish you as a friend and really put effort into making these small things..its good enough...
11:37 PM
-Jing Juan-
Wednesday, July 12, 2006
Wow..Really into Tank's songs these few days cause i think his voice and songs are really nice. Don't know why just seems to like his songs alot. Been listening to them lately loh.
As usual i am doing my reports. =) I enjoy my work, my studies, my everything. But not everyone enjoy the things which i enjoy.
The Long Trip. Heard before? Dug out some of my chiristian booklets. This particular one has a big impact on me or should i say it catches my attention. Don't you think life is like a long trip. In this booklet it mentioned about this guy John who was born into this world. From baby to toddler to..his first years old..wel it mentioned he still has 69 years of age. bible actually did mention that our lifespan is 70 years old but who knows? As usual he start to grow, busy with his life just like you and me. Everyday is a busy day and everyone is going the same direction. As we grow older we get busier but at the same time we gained many life things, knowledge, wisdom and many more. He was then 20 years old and he still has 50 years left. He got married with kids and left 30 years to go.......then older 20 years to go....he is still going the same direction.....the straight path..as he walk and walk and walk..........in the broad path...there he saw a narrow path where there's someone there holding a board saying "Good News" but he refuse to take that path. Narrow path is the only way to Heaven and Jesus is the only way....but John refuse to listen as he thought he still has time to spare. His wife and children took the narrow while John was left alone still walking the same old path where everybody is walking. However, he thought he still have a few more years left. After walking and walking for 6 more months, John died. He hasn't walk to the narrow path without even realising that he died while his family members had found the correct way different from everybody to Heaven.
Pictures speaks a thousand words i see if i can get the strips and post it here.
Just like you or me? We are still busy and busy. Walking and walking in the wrong and broad path without realising that time passes very fast...you may not live up to 70 yrs of life... the bible mention some may live longer while others shorter. So quickly take the narrow path for it leads to Heaven. Busy with your life..yesh..but busy with a
purpose and with a
hope knowing where you will be going after death.
11:08 PM
Super busy super busy.....Stress stress stress.........Got more "san fu" homework coming up. Urgh!!! Haiz. Time management!!!!!!
I was so busy the whole day, busy studying my food analysis. Wah....cant imagine..so many things to memorise, aiyo...my gosh. Really tough loh, need to break them up to understand it. Lucky i am not those last minute people or else i will knock out or freak out. Had been studying the whole day and doing my report. @_@ tired loh. ZzzzZzzz.... Exams are coming le, my fyp still only 1/4 way through? Oh..no!!! Nvm don't panick, God is there ya...i always tell myself. Haha. Last two week's test, i though i would do quite badly though i studied quite hard and i was so worried loh i mean as usual. But somehow i told myself one week after when my spiritual life is better and i mean i am working hard, i told myself.."hey, don't worry God will see through it" "hand it to Him and don't worry" so even if i don't do well i know this is my best effort already. Guess what i didn't do very badly though, it is better than what i have expected i got an A hoho... Well it may be bcos the lecturer is too linient or for whatever reasons but i know i must trust God. Give thanks yea....
Right now i am seriously busy because of my "san fu" haiz. Can get A for studies but get only satisfactory in the "san fu" memorise part --> how can?? Haiz. The bible says so what if you earn the whole world but lose yourself, yes your life. So i am determine to make sure at least get a good la. I am really afraid of going out to really share, still don't have the will in my heart maybe bcause of my fear. But i must be "ji(1) ji(2)" loh. Yea..never say died spirit.
Oh...today i was searching for books in the lib using the computer....happily searching and fully utilising the time...then came a person....but i was still happily using cause i though it was only a passer-by who knows i sense somebody behind me. Hmmm..... but i was still clicking here n there then i turned back..there stood a quite nice-looking guy smiling at mi wor. Haha....usually if its mi waiting for the computer i would be thinking "wah lao, faster la u so long" and if the person see me i would definitely show a "bu shuang" face haha very bad hor...but this guy smile at mi leh... haha... nice smile...so paiseh so i quickly let him use the computer and headed to find my book. =)
Reports, test, projects, revision.....can i hand all to "Your" care?
12:28 AM
-Jing Juan-
Monday, July 10, 2006
1:01 AM
If i know tml morning class cancelled i would definitely go out with my church friends. Dots. Never mind. Anyway i slept 4 hours in the afternoon to cover my lag of slp yesterday. I reach home about 440 am loh....ZzzzZzz one whole day of cooking competition with lots of sticky and smelly odour i still went out with my friends. Lol.
We planned one week ago already...to see my friends botak look. Hoho.... actually yf n i planned to have dinner but suddenly kj got tickets to superband and his family wants him to go support his bro so dinner become supper. Too bad i miss the super band cos i also feel like watching but its ok. But the super band thingy was really very long so i waited n waited. Was already thinking of going hm Zzzz n bath!!! But in the end i still went. They came to fetch me at woodland then we headed to Holland V to eat.
Was really really full yesterday cause i ate alot in the cooking competition ahha keep eating then after meeting them i still ate "zhu Chao" so i was really bloated. Eat n chat eat n chat till hmm 1 plus then decide to go hm. N really going hm. Rw fetch the rest home while kj fetch matt, yf n i hm. While sitting on the car on the way hm..suddenly kj say dun feel like going home...cos seems like a waste of time....go home also nothing to do...so he suggested wanna go chit chat or drink something. dots...so full still drink....So he drove n drove till fang's hs there.....so we sat at yf's house downstairs n chat till 4 plus. Its always nice to have friends listening to you. Though tired, i think i never regret going.
12:35 AM
-Jing Juan-
