Sunday, July 25, 2004
Haiz. I am very shang xin.
Haiz. Why tears keep rolling down my cheek? Cant it stop. Wherever i go, whatever i do, it just keep flowing. I hate myself in such state. Haiz. No one knows how shang xin i am now. On the bus, in the train, eating, even now....tears will just roll down my cheek.
3:03 PM
-Jing Juan-
Tuesday, July 13, 2004
Haiz..sadz....my hp line got terminated. Haiz. Cant sms nor call. Only can receive sms. So sian. Life without hp is.......only a few hours and i cannot tahan le. Bleah. Now i still cant decide if i want to take a new line and buy a hp or only sign a line. Haiz. No hp means end of my life (hee kidding) anyway i am sad la.
School ended at 10.45am today. My friends went to orchard. Due to my line being cut off, i doesn't have the mood to go anymore thus i went home. Anyway i also planned to study for the rest of the day instead of shopping. Also cant buy clothes. So they all went ahead without me.
Did practical today. 3 hours spent in microbiology lab i think. The lecturer taught us the various parts of a mircoscope and how to view the cells using it. Luckily i have bio background so i already knew them whereas most of my friends doesn't know. The specimen were potato granules and corn starch. Then we had to draw them plus labelling. That's all for the practical. Quite interesting actually. Maybe dcp suits me more rather then biotech, i cant get in also. It's like a mixture of microbio plus maths cum chem. Ok loh quite interesting. If i really get into biotech perhaps i will get sick of all the microrganism, all the biology stuff. Maybe God has his plans for not letting me in.
('-')(".)(,")(.-.)('_')(o_O)
5:48 PM
-Jing Juan-
Wednesday, July 07, 2004
Today's school was very slack. Cppb 2 lesson canncelled so class ended at 11 plus haha so shuang. The lecturer just brief us then we can go le.Haiz..wonder y i am always late!!! So idiot wan!!! Its not i overslept or what...not my train also...but i couldn't find my building...Urgh!! I was supposed to attend my maths tutorial at T1 and i couldn't find it...Bleah so sian wan leh...By the time i reach my room, i was panting and perspires alot. So hot. Then had to sit with other people and not with your own friends. I sat with a yr 2 guy today, he is retaking this engin maths module again cause he fail? ya. Then we chit chatted, got to know his name, what he major in and blah blah. He's not bad looking. Think the most good-looking guy in our class. Hee. =)
After everything ended, my friends wanted to go Saa and the cca open house. Went for the 2nd time, this time i decided to join String ensemble. Hmmm, think i just go see how their cca run then i decided i want to join officially anot. Now i have 2 cca. Thinking of taking the sports elective programme too, my friends are interested as well.
Then we separated, two of my friends went somewhere else while Linnet and i took train down to Je. She bought train concession, hmmm i still don't know if i want to buy either a bus or train concession. Haiz. hate to walk to mrt station but buses always arrive late. Sign* Accompany her to popular then we went our separate ways after that.
8:50 PM
-Jing Juan-
Tuesday, July 06, 2004
Walked home from the bank. Had deposited my cheque. Later still have to do my maths tutorial. Secondary school maths and A maths are really easy. They so "xing fu" some still complaint, hee. Engineering maths is really tough. Worst than A maths. Last time i took A maths and i almost fainted, practise 3 hours a day still got a B3 only. How about my Engin maths now? Haiz. Rusty le. Yesterday's maths lesson, spent the 2 hour starring at the lecturer. It's super hard loh and worst haven touch for 1.5 yrs le, all returned back to my A maths teacher le. The questions "Ren shi wo" but "wo bu ren shi ta". Hee. Practically don't know how to do any of the questions. The lecturer just said, turn to page blah blah and do the questions, nv even teach at all. How i know how to do? Luckily i still keep my Amaths textbook, can refer back. The lesson ended, he just said " k finished the tutorial k". First of school only, have to do tutorial le. So bleah wan. *pui* Haiz, no choice loh..want good grades then must put in effort. Where's my determination? Where's my motivation?
What can i say about poly life? Well its entirely different from secondary school life. No classroom of your own, has to walk around the campus searching for your room. So many lecturers??? Cant remember who teach what module. There's no test, only ICA - in course assessment? Datesheets? Report? Hmmm? Quite exciting, alot of "guys" none of them are good-looking. Plenty of "chio" girls also, everywhere. Don't have the "study" de feeling. No one take books, no file on their hands. Nothing. Like very slack lifestyle. Kind of not use to it. No textbooks. Only lecture notes, its not really thick, haven see the contents maybe its hard, i don't know. Quite happy cause you only have the stack for the semester, that's all. It shouldn't be that easy loh..think government so good.
Woke up @ 6am yesterday. Left my house at 7.15am. I thought i had plenty of time to reach school. I din realise something, mt school is so far from the Mrt station, the route is so long. I walked all the way there. Bleah. Worst counldn't find T4! Why must all the building be crowded together and the block number is so hard to find. Can't they put a bigger sign. Hee. Haiz. In the end i was late, what else? School ended quite early, maybe its the 1st day ba? Overall it turned out fine.
Alternate tuesday i have no class. Yeah. That's the "hao chu" of studying in poly.(ONLY)
Passion drives perfection~
12:58 PM
-Jing Juan-
Saturday, July 03, 2004
Dyed my hair yesterday, erm...should be highlight. Spend my whole day at the hair dresser's house. Bleah wasted my time. Thursday i went to Sp flag day, get to know quite a number of people in my class. Think my class is not bad, we always stick together. And my class has alot of "mei nui", Ya. Not surprise at all. Cause Cls ma. Alot of them were Jcs drop out or they finished their As but cant get into Uni. I assume they are cleverer than me Esp their engin maths cause they already had the foundation while studying maths during jc. I start to feel the stress! 2/3 of my class are Malaysians. Yup. Foreigners are usually smarter cause they work very hard. =( Also found out that alot of them want to major in food in yr 2. UrGh. That's what i want to. Major in Food tech. UrGh!
School's starting soon. Which means it's the end of my 1.5 yrs of rotting. It's really hard to switch to study mode loh. I don't really feel like waking up so early everyday. 6am wor. Coming home with homework and tutorials. Examz. Bleah. I like slacking. Hee walking around my house doing nothing. Surf net. Go out. Shopping. =)
Two more days will be the end of paradise~
10:41 AM
-Jing Juan-
