Wednesday, June 30, 2004

God is great!!!

Wah, wonder why i wake up so early today. I woke up at 8.30am!!!! To me it's a miracle! Hee. Just cannot sleep, i keep thinking about my modules and so on. I am actually quite afraid cause i don't know if i can cope well. Abit worried about adapting the school system as well. I will be busy i guess. Timetable is so pack and now they introduce the "Gems" which means have to take extra modules apart from your course modules. Haiz. Have to do community services also. Thursday there's a flag day for freshie, my assigned place is Sembawang. UrGh! Every Saturday i am there le cant they put other place, there so hot! Furthermore, i want to join cca also. This is real hard.

Those who joyfully leaves everything in God's hands will eventually see God's hands in everything they do. =)

Going sp later again, for the SPICE training. Yesterday in school i signed up for the CLS games day. Abit regretted cause i think none of my classmates join. My class consists of 22 students, all look super guai like me. Hee. Think should have no good looking guys. I met a friend whom i know in christian, what a coincidence ya? Well at least there's someone i know, better than nothing. Yesterday was a busy day, rushed to school and i was late. After everything ended, i went to collect my package then went home in a hurry cause i had to attend violin lesson. After dinner rushed to violin lesson again. My teacher, haiz, hate him ahz. He said i am the slowest among his students. Bleah. Hope he has nightmare everyday. Boo. Hmphz, i shall practise everyday when my school starts! While going home met yun, haha everyday will see her when going home. So we chatted till 9 plus.

Thank you for the cross lord
Thank you for the price You paid
Bearing all my sin and shame
In love You came
And gave amazing grace

Thank you for this love Lord
Thank you for the nail pierced hands
Washed me in Your cleansing flow
Now all i know, Your forgiveness and embrace

Worthy is the Lamb, seated on the throne
Crown You now with many crowns
You reign victorious

High and lifted up, Jesus, Son of God
The darling of Heaven crucified
Worthy is the Lamb
Worthy is the Lamb

9:11 AM

-Jing Juan-

Tuesday, June 29, 2004

Okay let me continue with the sex issue. Is it something that youngsters nowadays want to try eagerly. Cant they have the patient to wait till after marriage? God creates love for us to enjoy it, feel it and experience it. He wants us to love each other in His love. That's what i mean by God's centred ralationship. Loving in God's love. Why must people misuse it and treat it like lust. One major mistake in your adolscent years may cause lifetime of regrets. Self-control plays a part too, that's y bible always mention do have self-control in everything including venting your anger.

I still cannot "xiang(3) Xiang(4)" and i don't know why it affect me so much. If its other people, i don even want to care. But..haiz.

Yesterday, i went all the way to jalan ka u to eat roti prata. Wah..so far..and that place is damn hot. But its worth it..cos the prata there is really nice! Yuppie...if there's time i want to go back again.

Later i am going school for the freshmen programme @1pm. Hopefully i know some friends, hope that my class will be a fun class that click together. I hope there will be christians as well. I just hope everything turn out good. =)

10:12 AM

-Jing Juan-

Saturday, June 26, 2004

Yoz....hmm..me now at my friend house...his keyboard so lan..hehehe...hard to use...

Yesterday's friday and i went out with my friend cheryl...wah..it's been such a long time since i meet her...few months ago..yup..that when we went sparks..meet her 2pm at je station. Initially planned to meet her 1.30 but hee....i slept till 12 plus...haha so had to extend the to 2. While i was waiting saw some of ex-yuhua students there and we chatted loh..

Then we went orchard..as usual..sg so small no place to go...went to heeren..then she kind of dropped her phone then abit sot sotz...so we went centrepoint's samsung service centre to get it fix. Then proceeded to far east plaza...yup..she bought quite alot of clothes...but i didn't spent on anything..wow...nan de..then we went to eat "ramen" wah nice worz...super delicious...cause i never eat ramen before ma hehe...it cost $5.90 plus gst and so on.....each of us paid $7...hee..."man zhu"
Whenever i eat i feel very contended, hehe cause i just love food..esp..chocs keke...

Okay, then so long nv meet her of cos we chatted alot...some very sensitive issues also. yup..

I realised nowadays, sex has become very common for youngsters...can u imagine? They treat it so casually...Don't they know...haiz...dun type someone looking at me....

9:03 PM

-Jing Juan-

Thursday, June 24, 2004

YOYo i am back from sp campus crusade camp at Sentosa - Palawan Beach. Whoo..sounds cool right, one of the most famous hangout place for youngsters. Obviously we are not there to kind of suntan of what, but rather of a survivor camp. Hee. Hmmm, it was actually not very fun for me but okay lah, its good to join such activities. Maybe because i don't the people there, there were auite a number of freshmen hmm, around 12. So it was not that bad.

First day we had beach games, the games were hmm fun i think. Lol, and as usual i am er lazy so when its turn to jump or run around i will do it super slowly like "wu gui" like that haha. Oh, forget to mention which group i was in, i was in "Hope" same as the camp i attended last week. Hee. Strange ya? Why Hope? Maybe God wants me to...hmmm not sure...It was then i was quite open up to people. And we chatted amoung ourselves, got to know more about the rest of the girls. Knew a girl call Sara Shantel Lim. She's kind of like mix blood, a very hot and beautiful girl. The way she talks has abit of the slank. She's kind of open also. Wow guys like this kind of girls i think. Chio leh and open-minded. @_@ She's like of like too pampered and hungry at every minute. Always hunting for food! UrGh. Makes me feel like eating also. In the middle of the night we actually sit at the bench to eat Potato chips and we finished alot of packets. Oh gosh...i felt so guilty. Haha...

The people there communicate in english so i was like rather left out. Didn't know they were actually so "english" gosh..my eng fail one wor! Before i mean.They sing english songs, teach the words using english. Er...u want me to share my thoughts n stuffs in english oh please...spare me...i felt weird. Last night we had a group discussion and my leader asked us to share how we became christian. Oh..i prayed that i was not "kana". Cause they spin the torchlight by deciding who shares it. Haiz. Obviously i "tio" loh, in this kind of thing God always never answer my prayer, think He wants me to open up or what. Haiz...sian english somemore wor. However, i managed to get through it. I shared of cause n think they didn't find my eng weird. Phew" Very shy leh, i keep looking down at the ground. Haha.

Oh ya. Forgot to mention something. Haiz..sad the first thing i reach there was to scan if there's any good-looking guys..hehehe =p, er no la, just looking around. Spotted one which can be consider ok looking among the rest. Ya! -_-" Sad. *Grin* Oh..and i saw my secondary school friend, he was inside the club also. The world is so small. He was actually my secondary 2 friend. So "qiao"

I didn't sleep last night cause there's so many idiotic mosquitos inside the tent. Yucks. Wont they be tired flying around sucking our blood. Bleah. *PuI*pUi* so idiotic, feel like smacking it.I slacked till aorund 6 and catch some sleep, think around1 hour only. Bad right, that's y the dark circles around my eyes are like panda @_@. Intend to sleep once i bath but think i lost the mood to do so. I ended up blogging. I am actually hanging on, think i cant make it soon but it is going to be dinner time le. Urgh. No sleep.=(

Got home with a few of them while the rest went to Harbourfront for lunch. Nah i was run out of energy. Hee. ok think i stop here. And yeah my photos are out. Hee...nice wor...of cos! =p

You are the strength when i am weak
You are the treasure that i seek
You are my All in all~

Once a saint, always a saint~

4:58 PM

-Jing Juan-

Monday, June 21, 2004

Back from camp last friday and i slept 2.5 hours throughout. It's actually a very relazing camp but i am super tired. Maybe what kaiqi said was right - lack of exercise. She insisted that i must joined them for tracking, er...gosh! Unpacked my things and stuffs. Overall the camp was quite fun. Knew quite a mumber of friends there, some from np as well. On the first day i was feeling abit sian cause i am always alone and not many people talk to me. But as we discussed and shared, played games and other activities. We became quite "click".

Went out on friday night to watch " around the world in 80 days", hee its a pretty funny show....Attended a church wedding on saturday at WEFC then went out to hmm..tampines mall...Then yesterday suppose to stay at home but....hee...hmmm.... that's y today i am abit....restless....been going out the pass few days...haiz.. today afternoon i am going to rest and do my own stuffs..eating dinner with a senior tonight cause he's going Ns soon...oh..have to make my ezlink card...and pass a consent form to one of the campus crusade person in the evening...he have not contact me till now...think that's all for today...

Tomorrow..well have to do the noticeboard thing...then go for my violin lesson.....Wednesday i will be going camp again..hee...=P
So busy....all the way till school reopens...

~The Joy Of The Lord Is My Strength~

12:09 PM

-Jing Juan-

Tuesday, June 15, 2004

Yeah wake up early today..hmm..maybe at about 9am...my tootpid sis loh..always her...she's like walking pass my bedroom then i was like how come there's shadow..and got scared by her till i no mood to go back to slp....brush up myself...then packed my camping stuffs..yeah..tml going camp le.....have to meet the people 11am@hougang...whoa so far right? hmmm..usually 11am i jus wake up leh....hee =p which mean tml i have to wake up at hmmm....8.30am? Okie loh =( Hee...its gota be exciting....yeah...well..seriously i don't know almost anyone there yeah...never see their faces before...except one of my senior...that's all..horrible....imagine u gota camp with strangers....hmmm..eh..hopefully can know some girls and click with them...its an inter poly christian fellowship camp..so there's other poly student there as well....oh..great! Hee can know more christians friends....hehe =)I wonder how it will be like.....i am abit excited and afraid as well...hmmm....cos strangers leh...

Later meeting marleen,suya @ 1pm at causewaypt...heading to buy some decoration stuffs for our TQ noticeboard.....and then we going zong xing to make....afterwards still have to go violin..wah..a busy day for mi leh...hate to carry my violin around so bulky...bleah...=p

9:44 AM

-Jing Juan-

Sunday, June 13, 2004

yoyo..back...today slept till eh..11am..hehehe.....then prepare my jelly.....bath...watch tv and went to afternoon service....wel...the weather nowadays is getting hotter and hotter...i really cant stand it.....like burning charcoal.....my whole house is like an oven...bleah.....

after wu tang, went to discuss the noticeboard stuffs....and we planned to get it done by this month...which means only have 2 weeks...my next 2 weeks are..hmmm quite busy i suppose...

Aiyo..so fast one week had pass...haiz..tml's monday again....bleah....mus prac my violin...tml...ah....then maybe go out....tue have to discuss the noticeboard thingy again so maybe going zong xin....woodlands....then go violin...wed to fri i wont be around....yuppie...cos have camp!!! Sp christian fellowship camp...haiz.. actually fri night planning to go chiong but haiz.. 4get it le..cos maybe that time too tired....sat...going for wedding yeah...another couple's getting married.... sun...going morning service this time...finally....hee..cos afternoon's so hot!!Whoa....so busy ya? This coming week...sounds interesting...

Wanna go swimming leh....but cant seem to fix in one day...
and most imptly have to make my ezlink..almost 4got leh...charm....think tml i mus go down to BV to make....hmmm...
Campus Crusade book fair....tml? Eh....

ops...

8:34 PM

-Jing Juan-

Tuesday, June 08, 2004

Went to cut my hair today with joy....haiz...kind of a new look...but think its really too short....haiz...i tot i want something more "in" but that hair-dresser cut till kind of too "guai" erm...haiz...anyway its a new look loh..since sch opening soon might as well "xia ding jue xin" must prepare to study le..so better dun cut too style later i always think of playing, shopping, clothes, new stuffs like hp, digital cam...blah blah blah...wah...if my mind is flooded with all these how to study....hmmm....cannot!! I mus prepare my heart to go back to sch....but my hair!!! UgH! Like very girl loh...bleah!

as usual rot the whole day...then went to violin lesson @7pm. That stupid bus made me late...i waited for more than 10min, its still not here yet...when it's here i boarded it and stared at that bus driver...so slow! Wasted my 5min...very precious one k for those who learn music...the fees so ex, must really cherish the time..jus paid my fees.. $68 plus book 2 music book $9.80...haiz...broke le...jus got my pay today then have to spend le...and plus my hp bills...wah!! $54 plus last mth $64 bleah...this time really broke le...my sms..haiz...1000+++ haiz... lucky i pay myself otherwise my mum sure nag =Z. But really lucky for those who doesn't need to pay hp bills. haiz....sch's starting soon..have to ask for allowance again...poly's expenditure sure very ex...haiz...hope i meet frens who hmm...will save and play @ the same time hee.... better dun play too much...contradicting leh..... =p This week have to give titte also...hmmm...aiyo...really a big hole in my pocket....

initially planned to buy a digital cam now..haiz..think 4get it le...unless someone willing to pay half for mi...yea my grandma but think she wont...Oh yah rem on sunday pastor asked mi wanna go the mission trip anot...hmm....dun really wan loh...no $$.. i will prefer to save la....cos...of sch loh...so think i will give it a missTold my grandma but she like not very supportive leh...so think better dun go loh...dunoe y i not very interested also....jus dun have the desire....

Went to bras basa yesterday with kaiqi. She told mi techman is having a 30% sale for cardholders. Like very 'xi yin ren" so we went...she bought a book and cd while i bought a cd. We thought the cd was also under the 30% discount but unfortunately we were wrong...it only has 10% discount haiz since we were already at the counter le might as well pay loh...It "stream of praise" cd.. the latest one..."rang ai zou dong" okay la...quite worth it... =)

What can i do tml? Signz Should i go out? Think better rot can save $.

10:17 PM

-Jing Juan-

Friday, June 04, 2004

Back from camp on wed.....till now i am still super tired...haiz.....hate staying at home for the whole day.....bleah..no one talk to me...so sian!!!
When i am at work i complain that i have very little time to spend at home..but now..when i am given the time...i complain that it's boring....wah..really sian loh...no hmwk, no revision, no work, no shows......no books to read...bleah! Sian*

School's starting soon.....my printer is still not fixed yet....haiz..still considering if i should sign up for broadband???sian...so much time but things are not yet done.....aiyo....i still lazing around.....dunoe y...my back aches....think too slack le...till every min i feel like ZZzZZzZzz.....hee!

Went to gym in the morning....surprised to see quite alot of people cos its weekday ma....when i m heading back home...it suddenly rains...=_=" haiz.. too nuan till i also lazy to run ahaha....so i stroll back loh....in the end got all drench.....boo!

Planned to visit weiwen in the evening with my cg members but receive a sms saying that she's discharging...hmm..so which means i can go hillsong le?? But i really super lazy to get out of my house...lolZ....i think i need a super big hammer to knock mi up hehehe..or else i will slack till sch reopen.....which is quite BAD!

Still deciding where to go later...fri night..dun really feel like staying at home....in the morning my fren ask mi out...but i reject his offer....cos i tot have to go hospital...hmm...should i go out? go hillsong? or stay @ home....ErH? if go hillsong, i still have to find out how to go indoor stadium...then only mi and kaiqi...like very sian....hmm....go out with my fren..hmm..like very weird leh...so long nv see him le...=P hmm....haiz.. ultimately i sure stay at home hahaha....
haven do my qt....bleah.....my violin....think it rust le..haven touch since last week....haiz...my teacher gota scold mi le...

BlAh!!!!!

3:06 PM

-Jing Juan-