Saturday, May 29, 2004
Backz again...from today onwards I can update my blog everyday le.....yeah! Sadz today's my last day at SCB, so sad loh..miss my colleagues so much...aiyo they so cute....bought mi lots of pressies and cards....hee* grinz* They wrote alot of msgs for me..so touched.....hee*
Perhaps one day the six of us can meet up together - Jael, Cecilia, Joanna, Jang Tian, Kai Ling and me!!! Our age are very close that's y we have lots of things to chat about...thus we became very close friends...Kind of miss them as we had been seeing each other almost everyday for 8 to 9 hours.....but suddenly...........hmmm..dunoe how to say la...
However we agreed to meet up one day to view at those photos that we took together....maybe in june before everyone of us goes back to sch....Hope they enjoy their uni life next time..... =)
Before leaving today...i took lots of photos with them....my boss, colleagues....my mail partner...Jt, Ken, Steed, Wl.....Eunice....and my scanning room.....haiz....sad ahz....half year le....imagine working with them for half yr le....obviously have feelings for that place and people.....but anyway now i am free..can go out everyday le...hee...feel free to ask mi out ya?
^_^
9:41 PM
-Jing Juan-
Monday, May 24, 2004
Yoyo.....
Yeah quitting my job in 5 day's time....HiPeE haiz.. so fast....6 mths had passed...abit bu she de leh.....haiz... then my sch will start le......bleah! "Tao Yan"
Haiz... forget it dun update le...no ling gan le...forgot all the things i wnana say.... =(
10:13 PM
-Jing Juan-
Friday, May 14, 2004
Wow....the blogger change its layout...very nice wor...
Doh* y my tagboard always like that one....BlEaH!!!!..........
Oh...cont...and still can post yr own pics and etc......
HmmMmM..... wah today's friday...so rare that i am at home....heehee...cos have to prepare Cg words tml.......
Tml's sat....hmm....its been a long time since i go went out on sat.....feel like going out leh.....dun wanna stay at home...cos i only have 1 month and 2 weeks left!!!!!! AH!!! my almost 7mths of completely slacking break...and one whole yr of rotting at home!!! ah!!!...haha slack till.....almost...lan le...kekekeke!!!*GrIn*
Today there's two new staff in our scanning unit....i thought they are suppose to take over my job...but then realise that they are only here for their industrial attachment. They are from NTU studying banking and finance...hmmmm.....one of them were actually from jc...but he got into poly instead of completing his As...wow..guess how well he did in poly....21 dtstinctions!!! He rank 2nd in his whole cohord....wah! @_@ "Da KAi YaN Jian"
They are very veyr veyr extreme lame....i didn't know uni guys are like that..... their mind..really....so childish loh....cant stand it...haha* lucky they are only here for 2 weeks kekeke PhEw* anyway i leaving...lolz
Next week will be a super busy week for me..yeah...make sure i go out everyday!!!! Cant waste time le....oh...but obviously i have a purpose...yeah...that's.......those in my cg will know ya?
8:19 PM
-Jing Juan-
Wednesday, May 05, 2004
TireDZ
After work went to pastor's house to discuss on some major issues...Then realised that actually our cell grp has lots of problems...like a balloon wiht many many holes yet u cant see...but the balloon is getting smaller and smaller.....till eventually flat..obviously we r going to seal those holes loh.....*CrAcK OuR HeAds*
After everything ended..hmmm...i smelled food...yeah chicken wings hehehe...... and princles.....they were chatting at the dining table..while they chat i eat loh....hee...new flavour - pizza. *GrIn* KeKe* Before i left i kapok a chicken wing out... hehehe.....
Was chatting with my friend...wah...happen to be that his attachment is also at standard chartered bank - but is battery road branch....too bad.. i dunoe that branch well neither do they....hee....but jurong branch always gives us alot of problems so i have to call them everytime...that's y i know some of the staffs name enuice and jesline there.....think they hear my name till sian le...."who's that on the line? Huh jean again ah" heehee*
YawnZ....
11:48 PM
-Jing Juan-
Tuesday, May 04, 2004
Haiz................Bad day for mi.......................!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I m so piss off now!!!!!!!
Y everything has to be blamed on me!!!!!!!!!!!!Y not that GAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I really cant stand her.......!!!!!!!I nv see such bad temper child b4!!!!!!!!!
It's her fault k!!! y mus blame mi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AH!!!!..i cant stand it!!!!!
In the afternoon, there's a conflict in our office......between my 2 colleagues and i........Jt wanna take leave on 18th, mi on the 11th and 21st..but Dav......ah...he has to clear his block leave from 17th to 27th...which means our dates clash!!!!And obviously we cant take....Jt and mi were so pissed off...its not as if he has something impt to do.....he's going to use his 2 weeks to rot and home!!!!SLP@!@@@@@@!!!!! Ahz....while jt and mi have more impt things to do......my enrollment day leh@@@!!!!!! and jt's health appointment.....!! so idoitic loh....n we protested.....haiz....eventually........i still dunoe how.....if i am not suppose to take then i shall leave earlier.......cant stand working there any longer.....ah..stay there for almost 6mths le..wah so long this is my longest job.....haiz......each day is so stressful........luckily i m not interested in banking line..wah or else die.....have to check so many things.....run here and there....key in all the ics no. wah.....stress ahz.....i really dun have the energy to continue.......been in the company for so long..really cannot stand it....i will nv choose a office job any more......either its in a lab or outdoor - as in..like....a farm.....
The conflict is still not solve......................................
AHZ....i am feeling veyr very piss off now!!!!
8:47 PM
-Jing Juan-
Sunday, May 02, 2004
10th GRADE
As I sat there in English class, I stared at the
girl next to me. She was my
so called best friend.I stared at her long,
silky
hair, and wished she was mine.
But she didn`t notice me like that, and i knew
it. After class, she walked up to
me and asked me for the notes she had missed the
day before and handed them to her.
She said "thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the
cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want
her to know that I don`t want to be just
friends,
I love her but I`m just too shy,
and I don`t know why.
11th GRADE
The phone rang. On the other end, it was her.
She
was in tears, mumbling on and
on about how her love had broke her heart. She
asked me to come over because
she didn`t want to be alon, so I did. As i sat
next to her on the sofa, I stared
at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2
hours, one Drew Barrymore movie,
and three bags of chips, she decided to go to
sleep. She looked at me, said "thanks!"
and gave me a kiss on thecheek. I want to tell
her, I want her to know that I don`t
want to be just friends, I love her butI`m just
too shy, and I don`t know why.
SENIOR YEAR
The day before prom she walked to my locker. "My
date is sick" she said; he`s
not going to go." Well , i didn`t have a date,
and in 7th grade, we made a promise
if neither of us had dates, we would go together
just as "best friends". So we did.
Prom night, after everything was over, I was
standing ather front door step. I stared
at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with
her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine,
but she doesn`t think of me like that, and I
know
it. The she said "Ihad the best time,
thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want
to tell her, I want her to know that I
don`t want to be just friends, I love her but
I`m
just too shy, and I don`t knowwhy.
GRADUATION DAY
A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before
i
could blink, it was graduation day.
I watched as her perfect body floated like an
angel up onstage to get her diploma. I
wanter her to be mine, but she didn`t notice me
like that, and knew it. Before everyone
went , she came to me in her smock and hat, and
cried as I hugged her. The she lifetd her
head from my shoulder and said, "You`re my best
friend, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on
the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to
know
that I don`t want to be just friends,
I love her but I`m just too shy, and I don`t
know
why.
A FEW YEARS LATER
Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl
is
getting married now. I watched
her say "I do" and drive off to her new life,
married to another man. I wanter her
to be mine, but she didn`t see me like that, and
I knew it. But before she drove away,
she came to me and said "you came!". She
said "thanks!" and kissed me on the cheek.
I want to tell her, I want her to know that I
don`t want tobe just friends, I love
her but I`m just too shy, andI don`t know why.
FUNERAL
Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a
girl who used to be my"best friend".
At the service, they read a diary enty she had
wrote in her high school years. This
what it read:
"I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he
doesn`t notice me like that, and I know
it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that
I
don`t want to be just friends, I
love himbut I `m just too shy, and I don`t know
why. I wish he would tell me he loved
me!"
"I wish i did too.." I thought to myself, and I
cried.
rejection are part n parcel of courtship
6:06 PM
-Jing Juan-
Saturday, May 01, 2004
100th day
Wow...jus came back from lingjia birthday party...wah..today she looked really different...more mature..haha grown up le ma.....21 le..cannot dress so childish le...hehehe...
She invited so many people.....Her pri sch frens, sec sch frens, jc frens, uni frens, wow..plus some online net frens.....her cousins...wah.....her house was filled with people......and one mountain of presents also.....today she will open her pressis till.....@_@ hehehe
We saboh her..but ultimately were being dragged down too..yucks...my hair was all mousse..ah.......smell like....yee...just hate it, its all chemical spell....all thankz to her brother....argh!luckily my house is near hers.....
hee...now i feel so shuang.....so cooling..hehehe....
haiz....still deciding which course to take.....doh* <^^__)----
10:55 PM
-Jing Juan-
