Saturday, October 25, 2003

Wah~ suddenly i have so many messages~

Ermz.... rather busy these few days....haiz~ so tiredz now~

Church camp~ haiz..still not sure if i can go~ what about my holiday job? leave the whole Dec month for church activities? cant be right? haiz~ still considering~

Slack the whole week~ practically have no mood to study~

While going home, during the journey i overheard some conversation from the girl sitting next to me. I heard a term "FullTime Relationship/Stead". Ermz....means normal boy girl relationship..then what about "part time"??? Erm.....

10:35 PM

-Jing Juan-

Friday, October 24, 2003

Ah.. so paiseh throughout the whole journey. My friend, her brother, cousin and i took the same train home. During the journey, both of them were so hyperactive that they practically jumped and hopped around the train. However, the two kids are really cute~ especially my friend's brother, imagine the way he speaks is so cartoon.
They dew alot of attention from the crowd of people, haha* When we boarded the train, they saw a indian guy sleeping with his mouth widely opened. Both of them laughed till it was like *UrGh* Lolz. We parted at Je.

I had forgotten that my Ezlink has run out of money and i did not top up. I suddenly remembered it when i was about to board the bus so i ran out of the queue. *UrGh* so paiseh, all the eyes of the other passengers were staring at me. =(

My cousin brought durains~ to our house but he did not eat them..erm..maybe because it's too stink~
He went to my room and roamed around then he spotted my digital camera. He shouted"ahh~ why u have that.." "Hahaha....uncle gave me lalala~" He was so pissed off and said " why he nv give me...." Hehe~ haha~ =)

~Ru GuO Ni Yi JiN ShI Qu Ni De ToNg NiAn, JiU Bu YaO ShI Qu Ni De XiAn ZaI~

9:01 PM

-Jing Juan-

Wednesday, October 22, 2003

That's a really really............

Haiz left 11 more days to Os

Do maths till i really pissed off!!!!! Been staying at home for the whole day and the weather is so damn hot and stuffy!!! Can this miserable period end soon!!

4:36 PM

-Jing Juan-

Sunday, October 19, 2003

Yeah.. finally back home from my uncle house. Today's my grandfather and my uncle's birthday so all of us went to his house to celebrate. Wow, obviously there were plenty of nice nice food. *yUmMy* The thing which i am very happy about is because my uncle gave me a digital camera, yeah...haha~~Finally!!

As usual attended morning service followed by a short meeting from David. I went to 307 for "English tuition". We started from 2pm all the way to 5.15pm, wah* i couldn't imagined i could actually tolerate for such a long period of time. Managed to finish discussing all those essays and comprehension which i had completed. There's some Maths quiestions which i was in doubt but managed to solve them eventually. "la zhe lian bi dao chu wen ren" so "paiseh"! Then found out that my whole schedule for next week will be fully pack. Once again i will be leading games for next week TQ, wah this time it will be entirely different from the usual group. The formal group was around 15 people but now it will be a group of maybe 30 plus people. O_O
Mon: Visiting a person Tue: ACGL meeting Wed: Study Thur: Study Fri:Meeting for sketch Sat:TQ Sun: Service and Meeting
Gosh* the whole full i will be so busy.....but i am still gald because at least i know those things are my servings. =)

Application form for church camp is out!! HeHe~ someone cannot go...hehe~ Looking forward to it but now it's a major period for me to concentrate on Os.

Even though you may be fearful and discouraged, you can find reason for cheer if you look to the heavenly Father.

~The next time you are down, look up!
~When you can't find a way out, look up~

Lift up your eyes, discouraged one,
The Lord your help will be,
New strength will come from Him who said,
"For rest, come unto me"

10:53 PM

Just finished watching today's the last episode and the next drama will be a show by jiang nara, it seems to be a nice show too.
Today's the second TQ meeting and overall i think it was fun. We have more people to share, worship, enjoy...........which is better than our formal cell group meeting. After TQ we went to a newly opened coffee shop to have our dinner. Erm...the food was not very nice, not enough to make my stomach full. The rice's very little, the chicken wing's so small and not very crispy enough and what else....the salad's too little too. Someone still say eating at coffee shop's better and more worthy than eating at other places.

Met a friend early this morning to get another stack of prelim papers. We managed to chat for a while and catch up with each other since we had not met since....Know this friend since primary school. Though we were not from the same school, we always meet as she stays only two blocks away from me so we finnaly got to know each other when we entered secondary school. Got to know how she's doing lately and realised that she's quite alone too. We agreed to look for jobs together after our exams. =)

A sorrow shared is a sorrow halved~
Forgiveness is free, but we must accept it~

12:51 AM

-Jing Juan-

Friday, October 17, 2003

Finally weekend's here again erm.........
Sian..my life's wake up, quiet time, study, eat, sleep, internet, go church...that's it for the whole week....so crappy......

Yesterday i was doing a school's prelim paper.. it's so hard.....UrGh.....all the questions were so tough...and i was thinking oh.. shit...two more week's to exams don't tell me i cant even do those questions..i was so stressed up....how am i going to do well??? Haiz......=(

My times are in my Father's hand
How could I wish or ask for more?
For He who has my pathway planned
Will guide me till my journey's over

I want my heart to be tune with God
In every stage of life may it ring true
I want my thoughts and words to honor Him
To lift Him up in everything I do.

Have we trails and temptations?
Is there trouble anywhere?
We should never be discouraged
Take it to the Lord in prayer.

~Let God's word fill your mind, rule your heart and guide your tongue~

8:57 PM

-Jing Juan-

Sunday, October 12, 2003

AhHh.......found one of the senior from my ex school in friendster....AhHhH.....Cool man from that one person i linked to so many of ex yuhua student...wow....AhHhhH........yeah... can find them back......YiPeE.....

9:09 PM

-Jing Juan-

Friday, October 10, 2003

A true friend is one who walks in, when the rest of the world walks out."

ZzZzZZzzz!!

Went to the very very old Bukit Timah Plaza with my grandmother this afternoon. The shopping centre is really very old and i am glad they are renovating it now. The outlook of the centre plays a part in attracting customers and shoppers. Most of the shops had closed down and the rest are all maid agencies. My grandmother likes to look at flowers so i had no choice but to wait patiently for her to finish viewing those flowers. She bought one pot of artificial orchid flowers and i had to carry it for her. *ErmzZ* Though the shops are little and not very attractive, i still spot some adolscents shopping there. After shopping we went to a very old shop which sell "tau Sah Bia". Ermz..it's a very famous shop, their TSB are very nice so my family always buy from the shop. This is my first time visiting the confectionary, perhaps the second time..... Other than those TSB, they sell cakes too...Yummy!! I saw the American Brownie!!! Wow....cant resist the temptation.............Finally we took 157 home.....

I was searching for a new bottle recently but couldn't find a nice one to contain water. Heard from the news that polymer bottles are not good to our health. Few weeks ago i told my mum about it and today she bought me a duckie water-bottle. *DoHh* How can i bring it out to drink??? Haiz* she got the wrong idea, that's not the kind of bottle i want..... ~_~""""

Psalm 121:3, 5
He will not let you stumble and fall, the one who watches over you will not sleep.
The Lord himself watches over you! The Lord stands beside you as your protective shade.

~If you take time to be with Him, you will certainly hear His voice~

10:09 PM

-Jing Juan-

Thursday, October 09, 2003

YeA.....HaPpY BiRtHdAy To Me!!!

Haiz..... 17 le finally...or else my friends always say i am very very young like little girl. *YuCkz*

erm... very very touch today!!!

Firstly wanna thanks those very very good friends who wish me "Happy Birthday". Small small things like sms can really brighten up my day. Yesterday i was chatting on phone with a friend and that was around few minutes to 12. From 12 to 2 plus, wah.... my hp almost flood with birthday sms. I am really really happy. Just now my church friends called me and sang birthday song to me. Ah~ too touch till speechless....heez okay enough of crap....

I only had 5.5 hours of sleep and it's definitely not enough for me. Woke up early and ermz.. walk around..rot abit then went to meet fang. I went to airport alone after meeting her, the journey was so long!!!! Ermz.....i knew all my friends would be very very busy preparing for exams and i just wanted to try something special. I dislike to go out alone espcially places which are very far. However, i just want to have that kind of feeling - just want to be alone. The journey's really very far, it was around 45min. Actually really sian! hahaz. Reached my destination! I walked around the whole airport and sat the skytrain from terminal 1 to terminal 2 then from terminal 2 to terminal 1. Bo liao right? Haiz I was shocked that there were quite a number of students there, probably doing their revisions there. Maybe because today's a weekday so there's not many people there. Went around searching for the viewing hall and i finally found it at terminal 1. Erm... sad to say, there's only 2 planes! The whole platform was quite empty, nothing much to look at. Roamed around and find a place to rest. Sat there and stared pensively at the ground. Yup. It's really a good place to sort out one's feelings and emotions. It's very peaceful as no one will actually look or bother about you unlike walking in crowded places. Sometimes i just don't wish to go out with friends cause it's very kind of sian. Probably because i am use to rotting at home. =)

I pestered my grandma to cook "Chilli Crab" for me... yeah... that's my bdae pressie. Invited a friend to share the meal with me. No cake this year, sadz...cause every year no matter what i will have a birthday cake but not today. Haiz.. cannot make a wish.

My birthday wishes..........
Erm.....
1) I want to learn violin
2) New Hi-Fi
3) Visit a sunflower farm
4) Another uncountable of wishes (heez)

actually......
All this does not matter to me.....all i want is......happiness, peace, joy and........

Okay...thankz friends i really appreciate those sms~

10:31 PM

-Jing Juan-

Sunday, October 05, 2003

AhHhHh next Saturday's cg opps not cg suppose to be tq WORDs!!!

I was preparing for next TQ words just now, the questions were rather easy but it's the chinese sentences that bother me. It had been so long ever since i touch chinese though my church's services are all in chinese. ErMzz HoW think i must crack my mind!!


After service today I went to the library, i was full of confidence that i would definitely find a seat as i went there quite early. However, i was so disappointed as there were people who were faster than me so ended up i had to seat on the floor. The position was uncomfortable and it was hard to concentrate. I called PL and we went to Sun Plaza's Coffee Bean. At least i got to sit in a proper position then. While studying i saw a very very familiar person, that time his back was facing me so i was not sure if what i guessed was right. He turned and i regconised his side view; he's my net friend!!!! I never see him before but i know it's him as i saw his photo before so i yelled out his name and said "hi" to him. Think he was very shock as he did not see me before not even in "pic". It was really a coincidence, i just saw him last Sunday when i was going for afternoon service. He did not see me and that time i was not sure if that's him. If i were to call his name and what if it turned out to be a misunderstanding, the circumstance will be very embarassing. That night i went to chat with him and indeed that person is him. I told him " next time if you yuan we will meet again then i will call u". Wah!!! Such a coincidence i saw him again today!! Really "qiao".

After studying i went to PL's house to play www.friendster.com
Think she has addicted to it. Stayed there till six plus then i bid good-bye to her. During the journey on bus i managed to watch the show about Stephanie Sun. When i reached home my family's watching it too. I asked my uncle about her father cause my grandma said her father is Ntu's "don't know what" and i don't believe her. Today i asked my uncle about him and he said he's one of the professor in Ntu. Oh......my doubts were cleared. Then i said" then u know him anot" my uncle said " he's my colleague" "huh ur colleague why u did not tell me before, ask him help mi take Stephanie's signature!!" He replied " er.....Ntu have alot of staffs! haiz....." Chey!!!! Ermz.. she's really very popular especially in Taiwan.

~Nothing is more pleasing to Gos than self-sacrifice~

10:14 PM

-Jing Juan-

Thursday, October 02, 2003

My grandmother specially cooked bird nest for me to drink. I remembered the last time i drank it was about four years ago, very long right?? Maybe this few days I am more obedient and that serves as my reward.

Returned home not long ago from my discipling lesson. I am still at lesson 3 which is far back from other people. Think have to "jia you" le....

Something happened this evening. That neighbour of mine, he's so abcdefg. I was watching a programme and standing at the same time. He happened to walk pass my home with his gf. He tried to slow down his pace and I wondered what he was trying to do. Initially he looked at me and then shifted his eyes to his gf, trying to ask me to look at his gf. He's trying to indicate that he has a gf now. "Bad hor" Never see this kind of neighbour before, how can he be like that? If the next time I get to see him, I will say "ni pei bu shang ni de nui peng you"

Quite pissed off yesterday. I was attending my physics lesson and the teacher happened to give out exam paper then. However, i could not find my paper and he said that he just marked my paper. Something was amiss and immediately i knew who took it. There were only two guys in the class yesterday so i suspected that either one took it. The girls would not be so "bo liao" to keep my paper. I kept staring at the paper whom i suspect but he looked away as if nothing had happened. "Fed up" I just went to their table, giving a loud bang and said " ni you mei you na wo de zhi!!!!!!!!!!" He was too shocked to answer back so i simply just snatched those papers on his hands. My hunch was right!! I just shouted back "still say never take my papers, what's this!!! dare to take dun dare to admit, lame!!!! He said" er...just wan to see ur answer ma."(LaMe!!!!(_|_) Feeling so angry and after expressing my wrath, i packed my things and went straight out of the class!! Too "pai sei" to stay behind....they must be thinking "wah this girl attitude leh"
It's very "bo liao loh", why's the point to keep my paper!!! This type of people deserves my scolding, serves him right!! Make him "pai sei" in front of the whole class. "OrBeE OrBeE"

™û™û!!!

10:46 PM

-Jing Juan-