Sunday, September 28, 2003

Attended two services today as afternoon there was some kind of meeting........

Love the sinner but hate the sin.

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11:06 PM

-Jing Juan-

Saturday, September 27, 2003

Wah....i am so full and tired today.....just came back from cell group at David's home..we went to KFC and had our dinner there.

Nowadays i ate very little but that's a good thing. I can't even finish the Zinger meal......
Today's cg was fun, yeah very fun...... maybe because it was our last meeting and that was why we enjoyed it. Next week onward we will be moving on to another group. sobs~~

Today i will have to sleep alone as my grandmother is still in KL. *ScArEd* Shame right?? I am so old but yet i still sleep with my grandmother. *OppS my chou shi* Yeah i have biscuit to eat!!!!

Haiz too tired so i have nothing much to type....

Love and obedience are two sides of the same coin

10:38 PM

Lord, you won't leave me right?
Lord, you will help me right?
Lord, you will lead me through all the obstacles right?
Lord, you will guide me right?
Lord, you are there listening to my sorrow right?

I hear no voice.....but somehow deep down in my heart....I know the answer isyes..

My grandmother is going KL tomorrow which means I will have to eat outside....Ermz...as usual i always eat outside on Saturday......I done fairly well for my prelims, that's only prelims "who cares anyway".....

My friend will be coming over to my house early tomorrow, erm...she's sending a box of biscuits to me...don't be too happy cause i have to pay for them as well. Guess tomorrow will be a busy day, yep..cos i just have lots and lots of things to do....like clearing up the house and blah blah blah...Don't want the house to look like a rubbish bin...

October is coming..a brand new month for me to "Pia"..... yeah..guess the whole month i will have to chiong ahz...not to pub or anything related to that "obviously" but to finish my intensive revision......(_|_)~~ UrGh!!! "Speechless!!"

Ermz.....going to watch the last espisode of "God, give me more time" thought i watched before but it's too nice and i want to watch it again...... ^_^

12:32 AM

-Jing Juan-

Wednesday, September 24, 2003

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10:51 PM

-Jing Juan-

Sunday, September 21, 2003

Feeling terrible............

*Cough* sian......did not attend any service today due to my sickness. My throat's terrible now and my voice has changed. My eye is swollen and my grandma gave me a very disgusting cream to apply. It sinks! It has been so long since I ever fell sick. The last time I fell sick was during Oct last year, so it's like almost a year. Just a few days ago I was thinking "erm..i have not been sick for so long" and now......HaIz.....

It's rather weird staying at home on Sunday as normally I will be out for almost the whole day. When my aunt came she asked " eh jj today u nv go out ah?" * In the afternoon my grandfather bought my favourite food. It's very oily and heaty. Why must he buy such food when i am sick? He did it on purpose! When i asked him to buy for me the last few days, he ignored me. Now that i am sick he went to buy the food!!!! Ermz... Slept till noon. PL's Vcd occupied my time for the rest of the day. The show was quite nice but each disc lasted for an hour plus so I had only watched three disc. It's quite an old show and most people should have watched it before. I missed it when Channel 8 was showing last time. God, please give me more time

Just watched Love on a diet NICE!!!! Towards the end it's quite touching. If you have the determination, I am sure you can do it one day.....erm...i am trying..... to eat less... and i am eating lesser and lesser nowadays....maybe that is the reason why i fall sick.Finding Bu Neng Cheng Shou De Gan Dong I lost this song when I formatted my computer.

~Even if the whole world looks down on you, I will still stand by your side forever~

~Love isn't blind, it only sees what matters~

10:48 PM

-Jing Juan-

Friday, September 19, 2003

Yeah.. change the midi.... yeah!! a friend found it for me...thanks alot to him....

I know a hundred ways of love. And each one makes the loved one rue.....

Finished my exams today, that's only prelims..the paper was very easy and i know O-levels' paper will not be that easy.

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Everyday doing the same old things......Can't my life be more special than others???

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Don't know since when i develop the "heck care" atittude. I simply hate people to bother about me and force me to do things which i hate to do. Now whenever i have to do those things which i hate to, i will just ignore it or simply "heck care". Haiz..

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~When all seems dark and you see no hope for the future, remember God is there. He will make a way of escape and He will guide you~

11:24 PM

-Jing Juan-

Monday, September 15, 2003

I found "Yu Jian" ringing tone!!!!!!

I am so tired now, after yesterday's gathering at my grandmother house. Brought 2 friends to church yesterday and we intended to study in the library. However, we did not manage to find any seats so for the first hour we had to sit on the floor. My friend was wearing skirt so it was pretty inconvenient for her. Worst! She brought the wrong book!! She suggested that she rather go home to study. Okay fine! In the end left her friend and I! The situation was rather awkward, i did not really know her friend well. We only met each other for a few times, from last time's S&G campfire till now. It's really weird but luckily we managed to seize a table. He knew how to start topics to chat so afterall it was okay.

After studying I had to go "Boon Keng" which is where my grandmother(Mother's side) is staying. Can you imagine how far it is to travel from Woodland to Boon Keng???? It's really far!! I had to take to DG Station and take north-east line. Happy to say that he actually sent me all the way to DB station. I insisted that he should go home. He stay at Bukit Panjang and DB is so far from his home. What for sending me there and travel back home again since Woodland is nearer to his home?? Along the way he met his friend, his friend looks like a japanese to me. Then his friend said that i look like "Jiang Nara"Wah! Jiang Nara so chio!!!! Haha* I can't believe it. Wahahaha!No la if i know his friend i will definitely say" huh siao she so chio and i am not, dun let people hear it otherwise they will laugh at mi"


Yesterday's was my grandfather birthday. My auntie and uncle as well as my cousins are emigrating to New Zealand so it's like a farewell dinner for them too. My mother's side family is really big so it's like hard to communicate with each other well. Even my youngest cousin asked another cousin"who's this ah" indicating "me". Maybe because I seldom visit them that is why our ralationship is not so close. I remembered the last time seeing them was Chinese New year so now it is coming to a year ever since i last saw them. We took quite a number of photos using my cousins digital camera. I requested for them to be sent to my mail, i took my cousins e-mail as well so we can get to contact each other. Really feel like joining them but too bad i have very little savings. My auntie asked me to start saving $ now so that i can visit them as soon as possible. If i have the money i will consider studying my tertialry level there. Now i am slower by the rest by a year so if i can study there and hopefully get into U, i can be the same as the others.

This week is my prelim week. Ermz... I am actually quite confident as i had finished all my revision so i am not worry about it.

10:22 AM

-Jing Juan-

Saturday, September 13, 2003

Just returned home from jurong point. Die la* charmz this month i spent too much money. Haiz*Think i should cut down on clothes from today. Before agreeing to go jp, the three of us actually argued at woodland station. *Piang* so malu leh, imagine all the passers-by kept looking at us. A really terrible thing happened before the rest of our friends saw us. PhEw* Otherwise it would be more embarassing. Why cant she go back by herself and why must she be so *kpo about what we are going to buy? Does it bother her that much? Cant she walk alone, must we accompany her since causeway is so near to her house? We just want to buy the present and we can go home straight after that. That's why we chose Jp! Okay i was really fed up just now so there's no point argueing now. I was quite harsh but........

My hair is really that obvious. Oh no my teacher must be thinking "this student is hopeless, exams coming still dye hair." Ermz....haiz.....

Today during cg time, my cg leader suddenly mentioned about the show "Turn Left Turn Right", how did he know such a show?? I thought only adolscents will notice this type of show. I think he was trying to mean "don't always indulge in watching this kind of show". HmM......

11:07 PM

-Jing Juan-

Friday, September 12, 2003

Went to highlight my hair yesterday, the colour is quite obvious. However, now my hair looks abit dry. *Ermz While waiting for the thing to be done i flipped through some magazines and read the latest I magazine and I saw some quotes from "Turn Left Turn Right" and i requested for a piece of paper to jot them down. *sounds stupid*

She is "784533" He is"763092"

784533: Zui jing wo zheng tien dou shi zhe yang, zai jie shang zou shi, hui ting xia lai deng yi ge zhong tou, liang ge zhong tou, kan kan ta hui bu hui jin guo....

763092: Zui jing wo ye shi sha sha de, jue de guo le dui mien de ma lu hui yu dao ta, jiu zou guo ma lu, jue de zuan tou hui yu dao ta, jiu zuan tou, zhi ji zou dao na li ye bu zhi dao....

Ta men bi chi shen xin, shi shun jian fa de zhe qin rang ta men xiang yu. Zhe yang de que ding shi mei li de, dan bian you wu chang geng wei mei li.

My friend loves perfume and on a trip to London she visited the perfume counters of every department store we went to, collecting a pocketful of paper swatches of the latest scents. She continually sniffled them as she wandered from counter to counter. "This is my favourite," she said, holding on the card read the words "London Underground."" She was smelling her train ticket.


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11:36 PM

-Jing Juan-

Sunday, September 07, 2003

Yesterday's block part was fun especially while making those sticky candy. I enjoyed seeing the wide smiles that hang across the faces of those kids when i gave them the (mai ya tang). Hehe* Everything was fun except the stupid dance I couldn't imagine myself doing those stupid actions, urgh! It's so paiseh, thankfully i stayed at Jurong otherwise many people will regconise me. Oh no* they definitely had taken photos of our dance, hopefully they will not put it up.

Something really cute happened yesterday. While others were eating I was at the playground with a few children. It was rather late so those children were going home. Before they went home I asked a child something.
"hey Lewis before u go home can gif me a kiss" then he said " dun wan ur face sticky sticky!! But i can gif u a hug" Then i said " but my body is sticky too" and he was like *whahaha* Afterwards i asked "where do u stay" and he replied "erm....yishun" but his brother said "no is woodland" So i asked again " so where do u stay???" He replied" erm... i dunnoe.... i forget" wahahha* *Cute sia*Feel like pinching him.

Watched "jin qu jiang" just now. This year's like quite dull people like Jay, Andy and alot others were not present. Toro from Energy and Ella of S.H.E were not here too. As per normal those awards always went to either Jay or Stephanie Sun, they were the ones who received quite alot. Quite pissed off during dinner time. Why are they always saying that i am fat and ask me not to eat so much!!!! Urgh! Please don't ever comment on girls' body, it's really stupid and immature way to do so!!

~There are two ways of getting out of a trail. One is simply to try to get rid of the trail and be thankful when it is over. The other is to recognize the trail as a challenge from God to claim a larger blessing than we have ever had and to hail it with delight as an opportunity of obtaining a larger measure of divine grace~

11:38 PM

-Jing Juan-

Saturday, September 06, 2003

Erm..what happened to all my quiz pictures????Ermz* This week seemed to be a long week finally it's weekend again. Last week's sermon there's a question which asked "ren shi bu shi zhi wei zhou mo er huo ne?" Seems true. We are always hoping that weekends will come soon and Monday is the worst day of the whole week. Somehow it applys to me in some ways. Ermz..okay anyway today I have a very nice story to share, my uncle specially printed it for me. But i don't know if anyone has come across this before.

A Simple Story - a good story about ......
Guess the tittle if you want.

A young man learns what's most important in life from the guy next door. It had some time since Jack had seen the old man. College, girls, career and life got in the way. In fact, Jack moved clear across the country in pursuit of his dreams. There, in the rush of his busy life, Jack had little time to think about the past and often no time to spend with his wife and son. He was working on his future, and nothing could stop him.

Over the phone his mother told him, "Mr Belser died last night. The funeral is Wednesday." Memories flashed through his mind like an old newsreel as he sat quietly remembering his childhood days.
"Jack, did you hear me?" "oh, sorry, Mom. Yes, I heard you. It's been so long since I thought of him. I'm sorry, but i honestly thought he dies years ago," Jack said. "well, he didn't forget you. Everytime I saw him he'd ask how you were doing. He'd reminisce about the many days you spend over 'his side of the fence' as he put it," Mom told him. "I loved that old house he lived in," Jack said. "You know, Jack, after your father died, Mr Belser stepped in to make sure you had a man's influence in your life," she said. " He's the one who taught me carpentry," he said." I wouldn't be in this business if it weren't for him. He spent a lot of time teaching me things he thought were important...... Mom, I'll be there for the funeral," Jack said.

As busy as he was, he kept his word. Jack caught the next flight to his hometown. Mr Belser's funeral was small and uneventful. He had no children of his own and most of his relatives had passed away. The night before he had to return home, Jack and his Mom stopped by to see the old house next door one more time. Standing in the doorway, Jack paused for a moment. It was like crossing into another dimension, a heap through space and time. The house was exactly as he remembered. Every step held memories. Every picture, every piece of furniture......... Jack stopped suddenly.

"What's wrong, Jack?" his Mom asked. " The box is gone," he said "What box?" Mom asked " There was a small box that he kept locked on top of his desk. I must have asked him a thousand times what was inside. All he'd ever tell me was "the thing i value most," Jack said. It was gone. Everything about the house was exactly how Jack remembered it, except for the box. He figured someone form the Belser family had taken it. " Now I'll never know what was so valuable to him," Jack said. " I better get some sleep. I have an early flight home, Mom." It had about two weeks since Mr Belser died. Returning home from work one day Jack discovered a note in his mailbox. "Signature required on a package. No one at home. Please stop by the main post office within the next three days," the note read. Early the next day Jack retrieved the package. The small box was old and looked like it had been mailed a hundred years ago. The handwriting was difficult to read, but the return address caught his attention. " Mr Harold Belser" it read. Jack took the box to his car and ripped open the package. There inside was the gold box and an envelope. Jack's hands shook as he read the note inside.
" Upon my death, please forward this box and its contents to Jack Bennett. It's the thing i valued most in my life."A small key was taped to the letter. His heart racing, as tears filling his eyes, Jack carefully unlocked the box. There inside he found a beautiful gold pocket watch. Running his fingers slowly over the finely etched casing, he unlatched the cover. Inside he found these words engraved: "Jack, Thankz for your time! Harold Belser." "The thing he valued most......was.....my time." Jack held the watch for a few minutes, then called his office and cleared his appointments for the next two days.
"Why?" Janet, his assistant asked. "I need some time to spend with my son," he said.
"Oh, by the way, Janet......thanks for your time!"

"Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take but by the moments that take our breath away." - unknown

Have a great day. Oh thank you for your time. =)


A Simple Story - a good story about the time

12:47 AM

-Jing Juan-