Sunday, August 31, 2003

Just trying out my uncle's digital camera so i took a picture of my personal tagboard. I posted some really nice and meaningful things on it, some were form my friends. I feel that the tagboard is the best thing I like in my room.

10:31 PM

Oh.. yesh!! I found the website for "Turn Left, Turn Right"-www.turnleftturnright.com, i was surfing someone's blog and i found it. That girl is also waiting for this movie....Personally I like this kind of show not too much of sorrow and sad ending but somehow abit of like after you watch a part you will feel " aiyah why it happened like that". Erm..maybe something related to Fate, Destiny or perhaps the idea of " Does Soul Mates really exist?" Aiyah no matter what i will drag people to watch with me, kekekez




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5:06 PM

-Jing Juan-

Friday, August 29, 2003

Went back to my primary school this afternoon and was shocked to see that there were none of those former students from my batch except my friends and I. We met in the canteen, not many of us returned back. I expect to see my friend but she went home instead. I arrived late but found out i was not the last, those guys were as usual late. Sad to see only a few of them, we did nothing in the canteen. When we stood up and was about to see our teacher then i realised *Wah* my friends were very tall. They suddenly grew so tall and i felt so minute, last time we were of the same height. I was really shocked and can't imagine my friends (girls) are 1.72m. *WoW*that's really tall!!! Eventually we proceeded to find our teacher, most of them had retired or left and had left the only one. Four years had passed and she still remembers us. Last time each of us had a nickname that she gave us and she remembers them too. Had some conversation with her then we left. Probably next year after all my friends has graduated from their secondary school education, I don't think we will visit our primary school again. Although we only see each other once a year, we are still that close. Reason is maybe because we were together in the same class at least 4 years some even 6. One of them was in the same class with me for 8 years, from nursery to primary 4 then 6. Long right??? We keep in touch all along but I never get to see her today. Hopefully, we will still make an effort to visit our teacher every year till she finally retire.

Two friends and I went to westmall as i did not want to go home that early. Shopped around for present for one of their friends. Walked around then we went home. My friends were rather busy preparing for their Os and I could see that they were like kind of stress. Think the next time if there's a gathering, it will be after November.

The movie "Turn left, turn right" starring Jin Cheng Wu and Gigi Leong will be in theaters on 10th of September!!!! yea!!!

~ A child's innocent vitality can prevail in incredible adversity, and that the flame of the human spirit can light a path through the darkest and most desperate events in our lives ~

11:53 PM

-Jing Juan-

Monday, August 25, 2003

Heard that Starhub is charging at $1.20 per hour for internet users. Haiz* erm.... looks like i have to cut down my internet usage...... now they no longer charge by the phone rate.....sobs~

I was listening to "music diary" and heard that the movie " xiang duo zou, xiang you zou" I saw this cartoon movie clip before and it is very nice. Now they had made it into a movie, i am sure it will be a very nice movie too. Wonder when it will be in theaters...... i wil not miss it!

This is the link http://www.junejune.net/ok.htm
I think most of you had watched before....it's really nice.....yup*

This is a very stupid but funny clip http://www.smileminutes.com/Army.html

Erm...i don't know how to put hyperlink....heez

8:23 PM

-Jing Juan-

Sunday, August 24, 2003

AhHhhH~~~~~~ I saw Park Yong Ha!!!!!!!! YeAh!! i saw him...... WoO.... he's very dashing and handsome........yup!!..... Yesterday some friends and I went to the Zpop concert at Padang. Some of us met at JE but unfortunately those guys were late!!! Yf brought some of her friends along and I got to know some of them. They were quite nice and friendly people. I thought I would not click well with them but overall it's not so bad. We stood 6 hours yesterday at that muddy grassland. It rain quite heavily and I was all drench. I was afraid I would be sick or catch a cold today and couldn't make it for service but luckily I did not. Planned to go for afternoon service as i could get to sleep more but eventually I could make it for the morning one. I could sleep more in the whole afternoon - yeah 4 hours of nap...keke!!!

Yesterday was my first time to a open space concert ermz should be this type of concert. The atmosphere there was not that high at the starting of it but when it was reaching the end most people got more vibrant. I think the reason was because those singers who were not that popular. That luo mei ling- i felt really sad for her seems like she has no supporters at all and when she sang not everyone was paying attention to her. So ke lian! Ultimately the atmosphere got better toward the end of the concert. Yeah!! Tension, Park Yong Ha and Daniel Chan they are so famous that when they came out the whole crowd screamed and roared!!!! AhHh~~ He's so shuai!!!!!! okay enough I was abit insane this morning. First i saw kaiqi in the train and the first thing i mention was " i saw him!!!" and I jumped around in the train. ^_^ After service as i was talking to some friends i got so agitated that I jumped too. Hehe* i think i was abit siao today!

After seeing Park Yong Ha I rushed to catch the last train home. The train was quite vacant, i thought i had to squeeze in. Suddenly yf called me and said she got to shake hand with him!!!!!! ah~~ I am so envy!! But nevermind since it's already over. She's not the one who rushed to Pan Pacific hotel. I saw quite a number of girls ran as fast as they could and I overheard their conversation that they were trying to catch a glimpse of him too. Sounds abit crazy but this is what any fans will do. HeHe*

Love is tricky. It's never mudane or daily. You can never get used to it. You have to walk with it, then let it walk with you. You can never balk. It moves you like the tide. It takes you out to the sea, then lays you on the beach again. Today's struggling pain is the foundation for a certain stride through the heavens. You can run from it but you can never say no. It includes everyone.

9:51 PM

-Jing Juan-

Friday, August 22, 2003

*SobS*............ My oral had finished...haiz* after leaving i kept saying oh shit!!!! die la.. shit!!! i kept praying and talking to myself along the way home........

Before going to the school i was so nervous and worst i was alone! However when i reached there and while i was waiting i saw quite alot of people from my former school (gj, yi ling, geraldine and sok ling). Gj was waving to me at first but too bad i did not wear my spectacles. I was wondering who's that why she waved to me as she approached then i realised it's gj. Glad* Then i saw sok ling, erm* she's not from my batch i supposed but i remember her. She was my senior, she's from year 1984 so I was shocked to see her taking O's again. I remember her because she was from "4e7" too but not from our batch and that "class" always liked to tease us during secondary 2. That's why i remember her well.

So sway* i was the second one, urGh! I had a mixture of nervous and fear while waiting. 10 minutes was so long when i waited for my turn. But during reading and observing the picture, 10minutes just passed without one noticing. The person said "okay time's up" i was like "huh" so fast i did not even describe fully" -_^''''' As i was walking toward the examiner and when i sat down then i realised both of them were actually form my former school. "Oh man!!" I heard that his standards are very high, that was what others used to tell us last year. Haiz* "charm loh" The passage and picture was easy, the conversation topic could be considered easy too - "Do you have any job experience" Obviously i had before so I talked plenty of "rubbish" about it. Seems like everything i said was similar and toward to the end i was lost for words. Hai* should say more!!!!! That lady was friendly, she smiled continously to me but not that ( Mr Frusta what) his face was so hostile!!!! Couldn't he be more nicer and friendly so that would make me feel more comfortable!!!! Let me check my school magazine..... ya that Mr Frusta Tan!!! Surname is Tan too......... haiz*

Nevermind it's over, somehow or what... God will answer my prayers...... i planned to do some comprehension but now i really feel like going out.........

3:40 PM

-Jing Juan-

Sunday, August 17, 2003

Just came back from Singapore Indoor Stadium. WOOOoO* WoW...... I was there not to watch any idol's concert but was there to worship God. Yes worship him!!! Purely humble down myself just to give praises to Him. The group is so powerful - Hill Song. The lady's voice is nice, i like the way she talk, pray and lead. It's such a waste for those who missed it. The group brought the whole stadium of people alive and full of vibrant. We not merely sang there but danced and jumped around too. Every song was so nice and meaningful. The atmosphere was so high and cool, the whole stadium of people just lifted hands to worship our Savior. I did not care how others would look at me, it's my relationship with my God and that's all i care. (God look at our heart but man look at the outward appearance). It was just like living in paradise where there were no worries nor fear. Every moment we just sing and give priases to our Lord, how nice it will be, isn't it????? Imagine Heaven it's like what i saw, so wonderful!!!!

Have you ever think of this question?? What is the greatest decision that you has made???? Well to me in this world there's no other decision greater than the decision i made to trust in the Lord and receive the salvation. You may possess whatever thing that you think it's good in the world but none is ever greater than the eternal life that Jesus has given us. Yes Lord I thank you for your grace and the eternal life that you gave me.Thank you that you never forsake me, thank you that you are always with me, thank you that you always show me a way out during time of trails, thank you for so many things that i can't even list out...........

This was one of the song we sang at the stadium, it's common i think some should know or had heard before.......I like this song ever since I knew how to sing it.....It's my prayer to my Lord Jesus......there's nothing that can be compared to the promise.........

Shout To The Lord

My Jesus, my Savior
Lord there is none like You
All of my days I want to praise
The wonders of Your mighty love
My comfort, my shelter
Tower of refuge and strength
Let every breath, all that i am
Never cease to worship You
Shout to the Lord, all the earth let us sing
Power and majesty, praise to the King
Mountains bow down and the seas will roar
At the sound of Your name
I sing for joy at the work of Your hands
Forever I'll love You, forever I'll stand
Nothing compares to the promise
I have in You

~Jesus You are my best friend~

11:41 PM

-Jing Juan-

Saturday, August 16, 2003

WOoO.. just came back from east coast no should be the old hawker centre. It was a fun trip and everything was fun. PL and i cycled to the far end where there is no more path to cycle on. While cycling i heard someone calling my name as i never wear my spectacles, i did not see his face. However i regconised his voice, he's Fang Jia Hao....wondering what's he doing there with some of my schoolmates. Obviously cycling but what i am trying to say is why was he there with someone that is not close to him. *ErMz* We cycled passed each other with " Aei and Hi " that's all. After cycling, i tried roller blading and it turned out not as easy as what i thought. I knew how to blade, it was just that that pair of blades were too small and my toes were painful which made me can't blade properly. -_-""

As we wanted to cross a road the traffic suddenly turned to the "red man". My church friend said lets " Zhou Jie Lun walk"(Jay walk) and i was like huh "what is "Zhou Jie Lun walk" and she said "Jay Walk"..... -_-""" (_|_)~~

Before meeting them at Bedok i met up with a friend at JE station. He was going to Kallang and i had to go to Bedok, we were talking the same track so the day before he suggested to meet up. This was the second time that we met up, the previous time was 3 years ago +_+ haha* i had forgotten how he looked like. This time meeting him, erm.. what i can comment is "alright loh". He is tall(very), muscular, dark(okay la) and looks "okay loh". Overall it's alright, YeP! As long as there's someone to accompany me. *eRm... I should be the one accompanying him but fortunately he sit all the way to Bedok with me. *Haha*

Acutally i have a song to share, it was taken from someone's wedding and i find the lyrics very meaningful. But i am lazy to type out.............

~God has blessed us with much~

10:45 PM

-Jing Juan-

Friday, August 15, 2003

Finished watching the "Lavender" well i think it is quite a nice show. It's very touching and sad as well. The girl died in the end. So sad. I am really touched by the part when qing chuan told yi xun all those words at the airport. I think love should be that way ba. " I don't care even if you have only one day left, we will love each other that very day. I don't care even if you die, i don't care even we have only one second, i don't care...........blah blah blah something like that. Wah it's really touching, i mean if one knows their gf/bf has a incurable sickness and will eventually die from it will that person continue to stay by his/her side. Maybe there will be some who really walk through the hard period together but to me nowdays people are not so "chi qing" they tend to be selfish and only care about themselves. Love it selfless not selfish. This is just my opinion i know some don't think this way. What i am trying to say is good partner is hard to find nowadays......

I have been reading and writing alot nowadays. A week's time to my oral exam. *Pray extreme hard for a good pass*
I always concentrate on English and seldom touch my Science now. Next week i should revise it otherwise haizzz..

I am being bother by some stuffs lately. There is this particular lady who visits me every Thursday. She claimed to be Jehovah's witnessess and told me stuffs about her belief. All those things she mentioned were different from what i was taught. That made me doubt and plenty of questions crossed my mind since then. Sometimes due to all thses things can make one's faith stumble. I shall not see her anymore. All these are so scary. What if you believe in the wrong beliefs and that's not what God delights???? #_#

11:51 PM

-Jing Juan-

Sunday, August 10, 2003

My grandparents had left home 3 hours ago. I watched the Anaconda and ate the "Hor fun" at the same time. *WoW* that person gave me so much and i could not finish them. I threw some away, it made me so full that i hardly could sit down. I walked around my hall to allow those food to digest. Though i watched that show before, i watch it again. Home alone wasn't fun and i had nothing to do. As i watched i wad jumping around too. That show was so exciting and thrilling. Seeing how they escaped form the snake and how they killed it made me so excited. *WoOoOo*

Studied in the library for four hours and went to JP to collect my bracelet. I saw shuzhen, someone from my secondary school. She gave me that look which was like "wah grad le still wear till so childish" and just walked away. Maybe i was too sensitive or just presupposing but......... She was so conceited...... She changed alot. I admit she is beautiful even if she never dress up nicely or make up. Her present hairstyle make her look more "chio" She is that kind of girl that most guys fancy. Whenever she walk pass any guys, they will definitely stare at her and cat leave their eyes off her. She is good in dreeing up and her apperance will really charm people. ErmZ..... I won't envy her as i know everyone's different and have their good and bad points.

~ChOnG QiAn YoU Ge ReN Ai Ni HeNg JiU.....~

11:12 PM

-Jing Juan-

Saturday, August 09, 2003

Left house quite early today as cell group starts early. I wanted to collect my tickets at JP and i had arranged the time with LJ. When i reached the main road which is quite far from my house then i realised i forgot to bring my Ez-link. UrGz* i had to ran and rushed all the way back and when i reached my house i was perspiring profusely!!!!!! I was late too so turned out i had to collect at woodland. ErMz*I was leading the game and ermz everything turned out fine. It was rather stupid i never really planned it properly and in the end my friends had to modify here and there to make it perfect. Overall Okay laz!!

Collected the tickets to Zaobao concert today. Initially i could not find the collection booth and ran all around woodland interchange to search for it. Finally later on i saw it at the far end. I have 2 tickets right now so i am finding someone to go with me. I am sure my church friends will not appreciate this concert. It will end very late on that day and the next day there will be service so they probably will not want to go.

After cg, haiz no one wants to accompany me to see fireworks. *SiAn* So i went home to watch NDP. The atmosphere there was so high just now. It was definitely different from watching at home. Why i can't get the tickets?? Haiz* next year if they are using the same method to obtain the tix, i will use my whole family's IC no. to register for it!!!!

Tomorrow my grandparents are attending some sort of dinner. The don't what thingy always organise this dinner for buddist in every neighbourhood and they have plenty of food to give away. Whereever i go i will see those "zhang peng" and those idols and things related to that. My grandparents attend it every year and tomorrow i have to take my dinner outside. *HaIz* now is 7th month and i have to stay at home alone. HaI* feel abit afraid. Worst thing is i have to eat dinner alone. Hm.....see if i can get people to accompany me..... Going library again but this time alone, PL is not free tml. Hm....alone!!!! haiz* NeVeRmInD......

~~In EvErY ThInG GiVe ThAnKz~~

~IsN'T It OfTeN TrUe We FoRgEt ThE ThInGs We ShOuLd ReMeMbEr AnD ReMeMbER ThE ThInGs We OuGhT To FoRgEt~

10:47 PM

-Jing Juan-

Friday, August 08, 2003

My teeth is fine now. The visit cost me $60..*BrOkeZ* A friend came to my house today. What can two girls do in the whole house???? I was reluctant to let her come at first. Then she asked me out so i rather allowed her to come than going out with her. I will definitely spend money if i go out. *NiGhTmArE* She searched all over my cupboard, wardrobe and shelfs. Dug out everything from one place to the other. *Oh NO* I have alot of boxes which i keep all my letters. All my soft toys, presents, accessories, clothes. She had to bring them all out. HaIz* So Horrible!!! At the end of the day i had to put them all back to place. PhEw~

My grandmother had some sort of cleaning today. She came into my room holding two mini bottles of XO. Then she asked "do you know where the XO went to??" I answered " don't know" She told me that when i was young i took out the mini bottles to play and pour away the XO. WaHaHa* suddenly i recalled *YaYa* She told me i did quite alot of stupid things when i was young. Like once i was eating peanut while watching cartoon. I was so engrossed in the show that i did not realise i put the peanut into my nose. KeKe*=) It stuck inside my nose, my whole family was so worried. They tried all means to get the peanut out but was unsuccessful. In the end i have to go to the doctor to have it taken out. That visit cost more than 50 bucks. *KnOcK MySeLf*

~If ThE LoRd Be WiTh Us, We HaVe No CaUsE Of FeAr. HiS EyE Is UpOn Us, HiS ArM OvEr Us, HiS EaR OpEn To OuR pRaYeR -- HiS GrAcE Is SufFiCiEnt, HiS PrOmIsE UnChAnGeAbLe~

11:58 PM

-Jing Juan-

Sunday, August 03, 2003

Wah... damn tired today. But I have lots of things to write. Erm...why am i late for service today???Erm.. i woke up on time, maybe i took too long to finish my breakfast. Nevermind, i am always late. While waiting for bus i saw my neighbour. Seldom see him going out that early. I thought adolscents always sleep late on Sunday and go out in the late afternoon. *PuKe* Really dislike to see him, immediately i saw him i turned away. I live on the 6th level and it had a corridor. He has to walk pass my home everyday. Once after bathing i stood near my living room's window to comb my hair and he walked past. *PaiSeHz* Sometimes i walked around my house while chatting on phone with my friend and i always see him looking in. Or sometimes while watching programmes i would suddenly jump about and he caught my stupid actions. I would stick out my tongue whenever he passby. *BlEaH*

After lunch, xy and i went to civic centre's library. While we were in the lift, a small girl and her mother went in. The mother say "don't press the button, don't press, let my child do it or else she will be angry" and xy was stunned. So the girl got to press her button and she was rather happy. HmM....what so nice about pressing the button??? Then the mother say " never thank auntie, see auntie so nice allow you to press the lift button" Wahahahahaha* i laughed all the way to level 1. Hahaha* "auntie" erm.... haha* and xy say " ni hai shiao, zai shiao" Haha* She looks that old, erm... i do not dare to comment. =) We found a place and she explained those stuffs to me while waiting for PL to come. First time studying in the library with PL, overall it was fine. We planned to study after morning service every week unless we really have to head down to 307.

In the afternoon i received a call, yeah* finally that person called me. What's there to be happy about???? If that call was from any company which i had took part in some contest, i would be happier. Then i would have won lots and lots of money!!!!! Hai* Why money will not drop form the sky???? Now i am really broke after buying that album. My bill had come and it was not really expensive maybe i seldom sms nowadays. However, i am broke and where can i find the money to pay my bills???? It's the beginning of August and i have not give my offering yet. Hai* Tomorrow is Monday!!! UrGh!!! @-@ I hate Monday, the only happy thing is I can collect my allowance and that's all i care now. Maybe i should try my cell group's leader's method. Greeting it with GoOoOoOoOoOOoOoD MoRnInG!!!! It's a brand new day!!!!!! Erm... what if people misunderstand and think that i am insane, smiling all the way to school????? No matter what, i still hate Monday.

Have to visit dentist tomorrow, my tooth is giving me some problems. Hope it's not like my church friend - plucking out her wisdom teeth!!!! *UrGh!!!* No....please i hope it's not.

9:40 PM

-Jing Juan-

Friday, August 01, 2003

Today's Rei's birthday, i was wondering where is he celebrating. In Japan or Singapore?? Never hear any news about him for almost a year. I remembered last year when he was leaving Ufm1003, it was on his birthday too. Erm.... did the rest of the deejays celebrate with him again?

My grandma had chased my pet rabbit out of the house. Now he is staying by the side of our corridor. Poor rabbit, how can he endure those wind and sunlight?? Last time he used to have 5 meals a day containing of cabbages and carrots but now he only have 1 carrot and some rabbit food. We have to be more stingy, hehe* I think he is like me - a big eater. He should be full, it's maybe his mouth is too itchy.

One month to Teacher's day, yeah* i am able to meet my former classmates again. Have to start calling my primary school friends, i think they are too busy recently. However, no matter how busy we are each year we will squeze sometime out to gather. Last year i had little time to chat to them due to my biology practical. Time was limited, i had to rush back to primary school with yf then rushed back to school again. When we were back to school, we were like breathless. This year i really do not feel like going back to secondary school. Hai* no face to face my teachers especially Ms Ong. Haiz* I wonder how will she react???? Thousands and millions time i am unwilling to face her, haiz*

Tomorrow is Cg time again, haiz i don't feel like going but xinyi kept smsing me. Sian*
I have a big pimple on my face and that made me even more reluctant to go. Somemore there is a big ulcer in my mouth and i will not be able to talk much. Haiz* no excuse, why no one ask me out? Should i ask someone out instead???

11:31 PM

-Jing Juan-