Friday, May 30, 2003
~Dreaming~
When I was young I often like to dream
Dream of how happy I will be when I grow up
Dream of who I will be when I grow up
In dreams everything seems so perfect and wonderful
In dreams I can be whoever I like someone different from reality
In dreams I can do Whatever I want, whatever I like, no one can stop me
In dreams I may get whatever thing I like which I may not get in real life
In dreams even the saddest story will turn out to be have a happy ending
In dreams my heart lightens and my soul is freed
How I wish no one will wake me up and I will dream till the end of the world
12:09 AM
I had been tolerating for 4 days and i can't stand it any longer..... maths maths maths everyday got to practice math problems....... why... why must it be me........*sign*... but i still consider myself lucky...after i started to watch" A Child's Hope".It is really a very sad and touching show, it let me realised that life is really really precious, each person only has one life. Imagine that someone actually has to endure so much pain at such young age, needles poking you everywhere, going through operations and taking awful medicine everyday. Oh no....... this is really sad..... those children seldom have any childhood memories. I am really very glad that I do not have to go through all these. When I was young my grandparents and I painted my room together with my favourite colour - blue. When I heard one of the child saying that he really hopes to give his room a blue paint together with his parents.......... Momentarily, I felt so fortunate.....really.... yet sometimes i had done alot of foolish things. It is really a nice show.
Recently, i tuned in to 93.3Fm... then i heard the programme called " Music Diary". Actually i had heard about it the previous months but did not really notice it. However, when i listened for the first time i find it very meaningful and nice. Everyday Ling Zhi will broadcast a story, those stories were quite sad, mostly about relationships - broken ones.
There were seldom happy ones....Today she shared something....If a person can only live up to 70 years old, he can only celebrate 70 birthdays. Anything which is countable is precious, time fade away without anyone knowing it. I find it quite interesting..... yup how many birthdays can i spend in my life??? Hope it will be forever~
~If one day you really want to leave me, can you please slow down your footsteps and take 50 years to leave me slowly~
~But somehow in my heart I wish you will never leave me~
12:00 AM
-Jing Juan-
Sunday, May 25, 2003
Finally get to figure out all those html codes and thingy...
The weather is getting hotter and hotter nowadays when will Sinapore ever snow..i know it won't...
Today is a boring day for me after I came back from church I had been doing this blogger thing for hours...later I still have to finish all my stuffs and revison.... *signZ*
When will my miserable period end???
Today's sermon was about seeing the future, something related to it and the pastor mention a very interesting thing. There is this little girl who has really amazing faith, whenever she encounter any troubles she will kneel down and pray. No one knows what she is praying about........... Then one day she got lost and she started to pray........
And really her mother found her, her mother asked "what are you always praying about, no one understand your prayer"
Then she replied, i am praying A-B-C-D-E-F-G-H-I-J-K-L-M-N-O-P-Q-R-S-T............. to Z. And her mother asked "why"...then she said "i don't know the way to pray so I pray out all the letters and I am sure God will link all the letters together into a sentence which I want to pray about" This is really true and I am always keen for this kind of faith which will not faded away. Have I really trust Him in all my troubles or sometimes I will doubt?
Tomorrow is Monday again, I hate Monday always need to travel all the way to Bukit Merah just for Practical Lessons.
Next weeks will be my exams, think i must pull up my socks now.
*Trust God to lead you through every problems and trails. He is always besides you, holding and comforting you.*
*Jesus answered: I am the way and the truth and the life*
~May all of you reading this be blessed and smile always~
4:00 PM
-Jing Juan-
